Another Realization


The reason I hate my life so much is because so much of it has to be spent sober. That’s how screwed up in the head I am. That’s how addicted I am. That’s why I don’t like being a family man. That’s why I don’t like being a father.

My favorite things in life aren’t my kids, not my family. They’re all drinking or drink related activities. Man, I have so screwed myself for the last 12 years. That’s what this stuff does to you. Makes you believe you need it and only it, but all the while it’s killing you.

Siren Song = Alcohol anyone?

Now, that said, I love being a father and husband. But, there’s always that little voice….

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~ by sobriety6923 on February 16, 2010.

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