October 2019 Update

Up to 8yrs sober and 43yrs old now.  Tho I still bitch about stuff and am still working through depression and life is pointless type issues, Life Is Good.


I am a 33 34 35 36 39 42 year old father of two.  Married 10 11 12 15 18 years, alcoholic for 12 13 14 15 18 21 years. I’ve been thinking about quitting drinking for a while now, but have never been able to.  I’ve always needed a reason.  My life wasn’t enough, my wife and kids weren’t enough.*

These chest pains lately, they might be enough.  Hopefully it’s not too late.  Apparently despite all my bitching, I do want to live, and alcohol free at that if that’s what it takes.

you can tell I’m still in denial.

I bitch a lot on this blog about stuff.  my wife, my kids.  Truth is, I love them more than anything else in the whole world.  They are my compass, especially my wife.  She keeps me honest.  So please don’t think I hate them b/c as much as I bitch used to bitch about them it would seem like that.

They are all that is true and good in my life.

*PS….been sober for over 6 years now. August 2018 will be 7.

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