I am a 33
34 35 36 39 year old father of two. Married 10 11 12 15 years, alcoholic for 12 13 14 15 18. I’ve been thinking about quitting drinking for a while now, but have never been able to. I’ve always needed a reason. My life wasn’t enough, my wife and kids weren’t enough.
These chest pains lately, they might be enough. Hopefully it’s not too late. Apparently despite all my bitching, I do want to live, and alcohol free at that if that’s what it takes.
you can tell I’m still in denial.
I bitch a lot on this blog about stuff. my wife, my kids. Truth is, I love them more than anything else in the whole world. They are my compass, especially my wife. She keeps me honest. So please don’t think I hate them b/c as much as I
bitch used to bitch about them it would seem like that.
They are all that is true and good in my life.